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So, this... May be the wrong way to do this, but honestly, I have reached a point where I don't give a fuck about it. Lately DeviantART has been making me SO mad, and it's not the site itselt, but users on the site that seems to trigger this. I don't know what's worse, if it's the fact that it's people I actually care and worry about that causes this, or what it is.
Let me tell you how this is. I am sick, tired and just plain DONE with being ignored by
everyone.
If I've commissioned you over a half year ago and paid you already, at least you could tell me how far you are withit, rather than brush it off or ignore me. I understand if you're busy and that you have a life outside of dA, so that's not
all that's ticking me off here, but that you can post art for groups and respond actively to comments on your artwork and journals when
others comment, see,
that ticks me off.
I've been keeping my cool and tried to be patient. There's at least 3 people that I've commissioned MONTHS ago, and none of them are posting progress or telling me how far they are, or telling me if they're even done.
Honestly, if you wanna give up on it, hand me back the points or money that I paid, cause everything else would count as a scam.
But again, the commission issue isn't the only thing. Peace be with it, if you're just slow because you're busy. I mean, sure, I'd still LOVE to see and know about the progress of the art that I've ordered, if you can't even show a sketch or linework after SO long, I think it's time I've had my points/money back.
But another thing that ticks me off, and pisses me off even more, is that people generally just ignore me. It doesn't matter who the fuck I'm writing to, I am ignored. Know that I watch ove rmy comments and the comments around it, to see which other there's replied to each comment (it's an obsession of mine. Deal with it.) and when I SEE you answering OTHERS but ignoring ME, that pisses me off.
Whether you're a friend or not, it makes me angry at you, and I guess to some point makes me angry at myself too, cause, I must've done something to deserve being ignored right, but you could at least tell me WHAT. rather than just.. Fucking.. Brushing... Me... Off. Like I'm just some annoying dumbfuck that's not worth your time.
IF IT WASN'T BECAUSE OF THE AMOUNT OF WATCHERS THAT I HAVE ON THIS DEAD BEAT RIDICULOUS SITE, I'D FUCKING DITCH IT AND EVERYONE ON IT. CAUSE I AM SO DONE AND TIRED WITH THIS.
Sure! I am not the most active deviant myself, I KNOW that. But if I get a comment or note that has a question in it, that I know is not just for fun (besides, some people has my number, they can text me if they're worried that I'm mad at them or forgotten them or something), I fucking answer it. Regardless of how my anxiety screams at me or how bad I feel or whatever. I. answer.
I don't just IGNORE people, and I sure as hell don't ignore them out of the blue, and if I do, it's because THEY did something, and then they need to realize and ask themselves what they did and try to make up for it. Harsh as it may sound.
So guys, what have I done to you guys since you
dislike me enough to not wanna answer me?
Bros~